J & 22

SICK!!! What's wrong with Jakarta. I always have sad ending stories every went to that city or got in touch with the peoples. Kaa, Ca, Audrey, Seaworld, Ma'am, MSD... Maybe GOD blacklist this city for me. I was born in Jember, that's J. Since I studied in Senior High School until I graduated from there, I was trying to get a scholarship in Japan, that's J. And now, I'm studying in Jogja, that's J. What about Jakarta? That's also J, but I really hate that.

Forget about J. Now's about multiple of 11, my birth day is March 11st. My girlfriends birthdays are April 22nd and March 22nd. I ever liked my classmate friend that was born at December 22nd. That's two of my life mysteries, another mysteries makes me confuse. Until now, I don't know the answers, but I'm sure that GOD and my true friend are knew the answers.

Enough, GOD

I don't know what'll happen again. November is my worst month this year. Sick with it. Start from broken off with Audrey and accident(s). I can't stop think about Audrey, she disappear suddenly. What my mistakes, GOD? This afternoon, YOU took my grandmom from me. Is she important for me? Yes, she is. Absolutely Yes!!!

My grandmom's name is Soemarsi. I came to Jakarta in the first time when I was a child because of her. I have a lot of memory with her, sad or good stories. What we talked about if we met or just communicate from cellphone? We talk about health. She has a huge body, but since he felt her body is bigger, she kept her body with healthy foods. She always asked me to keep my body with doing a diet, balancing my body. My grandmom live in Jakarta with her husband, daughter, and grandchild. She love her grandchild very much.

Our last communication is from cellphone. She sent MMS to me, her grandchild photo. She always said to me to work hard, keep healthy and stay near with GOD. She R.I.P. this afternoon (3.55 PM) because of cancer on her tounge. Grandmom, I love you so much. I'll always remember that time, go to seaworld every I go to Jakarta, fitness, food hunting, shopping. I promise, I will not disappoint you.

Sweet revenge? That was sick!

Look at patrick star...that's so funny. First time i saw that picture, just speechless. Revenge? Nope. I don't have a plan to give someone sweet revenge. Although I'm in (full of) anger. Something must be done soon. I'll plan it, not for someone, but for me...Gotcha!!!

What about that? Which one is better, loving someone but you can't have her/him or have someone but you can't love her/him? For me, both of them is worst!!!

Still with JavaFX

Same topic & people. Different place & event. Ya, I became a speaker in the second time on the same topic. Last year I did the same thing. No complex preparation for it. The committees asked me to become one of speakers on this event (UKDW nutz 3.0 - Open source day) on May. I suprised when I walked around the place that this event located. Crowd of Peoples be anxious to find out. Nervous? Just a little bit. Fighting!!! The location of the event is in my campus, but I stand not like in my campus. I felt like faced with strangers haha, maybe because I didn't know with the audiences. My major is Information System and most of audiences is from Informatic Technology.

Started from 9 AM, I became the first speaker. About 1 hour I was standing in front of the audiences. Maybe a little nervous because I'm the youngest speaker from 3 speakers in this event. All in black made me enjoy!!! Black trouser, black shoes, black blazer, white shirt. Nice!!!

It's done, I got nice souvenirs hoho. White shirt and mug. That's tux dude!!!

New Purple Think Deck

Made in US. Ya, I'm enjoying skateboarding. A lot of my stuff made in foreign. Why I'm not buying from local. In this time, I'm talking about skateboard deck. I bought new deck last week, the brand is THINK. My friend 'Jimos' ordered it for me. My decks before it are Alien Workshop and Baker. What about local deck? The material that local companies use to produce deck is came from foreign. In Indonesia, companies buy the decks or ply woods from US or Canada. I don't know, I feel satisfied with the stuff from foreign. Not because it bought from foreign, but I look it from the CRM (Customer Relationship Management) side.

Long time no skate...about 4 months, since July. Last month I bought that purple deck. Still with old truck, Venture. The wheels and bearrings are well. Maybe the wheel's going smaller. Now, I can play skateboard with GP homies. Last week, started play skate. I just got big spin, and in the next day I got nollie big spin. Exist or dead. I can't leave skate life, skate style, and ..... blablablabla. Skate can be my spirit. Skate and create.

Get well soon Jogja

I think all people in this world know about Merapi eruption. That's a fire mountain in Indonesia, more precisely, this mountain located in Jogjakarta. The big eruption start on November 5th. Ways in the city was full of ash, but now... Jogja city is more safe than before. Little eruptions and earthquakes from Merapi.

Dozens of deaths from this disaster and tens of thousands more displaced.

I'm studying in Jogja and I knew what they feel right now. They lost their treasures and families. I wont talking about the victims, that's so sick. They not just need foods, medicines, and clothes. They need better future.

Just hoping ...this disaster will be done as soon as possible. And the peoples can work and life like normally. I miss the blue sky and big beautiful clouds. Not like now, volcaninc flood, overcast and storms.

Eyeless

I knew slipknot since I studied in junior high school. When i was studying in senior high school, I was writing an article about slipknot, submitted on magazine and it printed. Slipknot is heavy metal band. Every parents in this world maybe not recommend their childs to hear Slipknots songs, Maybe because it can destruct your ears. It happen to me, I felt, my ears can hear about 70%-80% and I went to doctor three times.

In sad condition, happy condition, all conditions, I'm hearing the songs. I posted on my twitter, "Slipknot still the best for me". Low lights, slipknots videos, nice sound outputs are my friends every time I want. If you know about Slipknot, my favorite songs are Spit it out, Heretic anthem, Surfacing, and SIC. For sure, I like the songs, from old albums till the newest album. If you're 555 then I'm 666. Welcome to our neighborhood.

In search of the miraculous

I wanna complete a little about my last post. Her name is Audria Klara. I love her. I'm searching the miracle so that I can make a relationship again with her. Get married? Of course...GOD BLESS US. GOD, open their eyes so that they bless us too. Whatever will be happen, Thank you so much GOD. I can't write more. The Stories and the moments is wonderful....hmmm... So, I will save it in my small brain although we're not together. I hope it just temporary...SICK!!!

Work overtime as an editorial staff

Deadline is a familiar word for me, sick with it but I love that word and also living with that beautiful word. Without it, my life feels nothing. That's why I always have a lot of activities inside and outside campus. Deadlines about software developments, teaching, graphic designs, journalism, communities, and also enjoy skateboarding and mad time with friends. Last October, my partner Elly who's work in the editorial staff said that the deadlines is coming. Yeah, in my campus, I joined in 2 editorial staffs, 'Koran Kampus' or Campus Newspaper and SI Mix. Both are different. Koran Kampus is in the university level and SI Mix in major level.

Deadlines in Koran Kampus (KK) is more extreme than in SI Mix. In KK, we work done outside of normal working hours, overtime. We started working at 5 PM and went home at 6 AM. SICK!!! that's make me feel sleepy, because it always happen about 2-4 days.

I work as designer. Layout the articles is my main task. Look at that picture above. That's what i prepared before the war. A bag (laptop and gadgets inside), ionic drinks, foods, and of course, task list of designs.

That's my friends who's always work overtime together with me. From left, Elly, Ardiana, Rosa. We work, we sing together every midnight (if work overtime), laughed out loud together, and also had fun. Work time felt fun time. Nice editorial staffs environment.

Cobras Time

Robert 'Cobra' Silas Kabanga. A talented guy who's my senior in campus and GP-Skateboard. He came from Lombok and was studying in Jogja majoring Informatic Technology. That's why every break time when we were play skateboard, we talk about something smells technologies. Finally, last October, he's graduated from our campus (Duta Wacana Christian University). Hardworker, stylish and also a nice guy. Every people in GP-Skateboard called him Cobra. He did a lot of trick clearly. He participated in skate competition in Jogja and he got prize because of his best trick on that event. WOW!!! In GP, just Cobra and I that came from Duta Wacana.

Yeah right, after graduation party that held in my campus about two days (October 23-24, 2010), he planned to go back to his residence at Lombok. Lombok island is near from Bali island. His older brother also came to Jogja to join the celebration. I like this part. In October 25th (sunday), he text me suddenly to joined with him and others friend to go to Depok beach. Ate together for sure, we usually do that every we got a big moment that affected with our life.

Sunday morning, I cancelled all my activities that day. No clothes wash, no appointments, special for this moment. Start from 7 AM, the atmosphere is cloudy, made me pesimistic and think "it will rainy". GOSH!!! that's became true, start from flocked in Hotel until arrived on Depok beach, wet wet wet because of rainy. that was sick!!! Peoples are Cobra, his mother, his brother, Jimos & girlfriend, Melong & girlfriend, Fajar, Dede, and me. Depok beach is just a small beach. You just can play ATV, kites, and don't play water because the waves is big, maybe because it's the first time I came to this place and the atmosphere was so bad. Peoples usually come here to enjoy the holiday with friends while eating a lot of seafoods. You can buy fishes and ask the food stall around the beach to cook your fishes. Sounds good, save your money too.

What we were eat? Sea food? of course!!! We surfeit because of it. Crabs, squids, mollusks, and fishes that grilled with good taste. YUMMY!!! I wanna try this in other day with friends, homies or just my self. After ate together, took pictures, we went to Ganjuran temple (it's first time too). Just enjoyed the environment and respect with others.

NOW, Cobra's on Lombok or Bali, he's working there. We will meet in the top of our success. Nice quote COB!!! Good luck!!! God bless!!!